Burn Brighter

what jem said

sometimes it lasts but sometimes it expires instead

so…..just got to take a chance, i guess

some insecurities that i hope to banish

i dont think i am as competent as i used to be plus, the ahs kids are very…..chill no signs of burning desire to improve racking my brains now how to help

realisation of the day: it is also interesting to note that some people remain (tragically) unchanged. so glad that my…fate with them has come to an end (no tragedy there.) is my dislike very apparent? guess what- i dont give a fuck 

i dont rly wna become a teacher why does everyone who meet me after a long time ask me that it is immensely infuriating. i take offense i think, at the stereotype-why must the only goal of an english major be a teacher??? 

somehow for all my protests…..i fear the inevitable 

wifey if youre reading this i found the cuteass owl rings on asos sibei pretty takboleh tahan (see, three “languages” in 4 words)

work this weekend!!!!!! seeing my 7yrolds CANT WAIT (not too excited abt call time though, 7am used to be sleeptime)

helipad

was le BOMB (in the music sense. crowd wise it was a little strange ) and zouk after, finally back on homeground (of a sort) limon bombs -> wifey i am now hooked no more vodka cran for me anm!! 

two things though:

1. velvet is not a smart material for a dress no matter how sexy it feels to the touch goddamnit i was dying of heat and 

2. i put on weight (why do i say it like its something new)

now the million dollar question: to work at ferragamo, or not

names

i just remembered the story of rumpelstiltskin (his name is sucha bitch to spell by the way) yknw the part when you know his name and all the power leaves him and comes to you instead

creepy isnt it, the power of names; how anyone who knows who you truly are can break you 

also a recurring feature in lit. goodness

today i found out that my 老爸 is going to 中国 to jalan jalan odear